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| okk so spent the weekend at my sisters crib in jersey I had fun met new people did some networking and got my mind off things now need to head back home and get my mind right. Gotta pay some bills, do some readings and work on some papers and get ready for work but i got tuesday and wednesday off woowhoo anywho o wellz a good weekend overall. Now just wanna bum out and do some catching up. Well that is all, alexi | | |
| Why dont I learn shit? Why am I so fragile at heart? Why am I willing to give second chances again and again yet I dont learn SHIT!?! Cuz im a fukin pendeja thats why. I dont noe man Josh wrote me a message saying I was to good for him and it tripped me up. I went right back on the same horse I fell off of. And the shit is you noe what the fucked up shit is, niggas still dont call me, niggas still aint trying to see me. It just sucks all over. And his friend died and well aint shit coming of that. I was better off two weeks ago. I wish i never read shit.! Anywho well other than that still dont have the discipline to stop eating. Went to the gym for one day and that was that and still my ass is alone and jus thinking bout exs. Guys fucked up my life, fuk ya! Thats gonna be my new my space name watch!! anywho thats all, alexi | | |
| Okkk well have been blahhh last couple of days.
Seem like the weekends is becoming all the same,
and I just wake uo to go to school, work and get my paycheck which seems to never be enough
Got my papers due, hopefully going to get them done.
Gotta get in shape too. NO not because of summer but because of for myself. I ain't trying to get skinny cuz skinny aint sexy. I love my body just wish it was more in shape/toner. Curves is sexy but flab aint, well not alot anyways lol
But yea I want to be able to run around, jump, skip and holler all without breaking a sweat
that means I gotta hit the gym harder
I've been eating wayyyy better tho
Also work is beginning to suck. I don't even feel like a job. I work wit my booger but don't even feel like I work with her because now they got us busy and when was the last time we had lunch together? i still want to hit up red lobster dont think I have forgotten.
Don't got that mr. somebody, just a whole bunch of nobodys. lol
Well they are. Ain't stressing it though sometimes things happen for a reason and right now I feel on top of my game even thought I could be on it better. AHHH Wellz.
SHIT TO GET DONE
- BUY GLASSES
- BUY DIGI CAM
- MANI & PEDI
- GET HAIR DONE
- METRO CARD
- PAY CREDIT CARD BILLS
Seems like a lot but watch I'll have everything done by next week
lol the get pretty stuff by Friday.
lol well im outies
Alexandra | | |
| got my easter dress,
loving it at the moment.
in the mood to just stay the fuk home
not really in the mood to see the outside world for a while; in a self vegitating state and would rather stay this way
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| - Played HOOKIE with work
- Took a much needed nap
- 8 days till im out and gone
- Saw Tiggly Wiggly today, still a tall ass mother
-Saw Carlos (english guy tash) and well he looked sooo cute only he has a cigg in his hand. YUCK! His excuse was he had a hang over, boo to you man!
- O yea and right now I love pat more then anything. 
Been kinda stresed but I'm managing it better. Plus I'm getting a lot more shit done. Only till May then I get a break and probably will take summer courses, I want to finish early and finish this college shit to get it done and over with it. It's not that I dislike it, it;s just more work and responsibility then what a person may think it is. | | |
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